Its been awhile i didn't update my blog. So many things happening to me recently. I don't know what should i classified. Happy? Sad? Excited?
Life
Alhamdulillah, its getting better day by day. I feel so much love surround me. Life without challenge will be dull i guess. Challenge makes you feel stronger and Allah will not giving the test if he know we not able to handle it.
I lost my team member couple months ago which i consider as system expert. He moving to better place which can give him work satisfaction and good salary package.. Good luck to him. So, i need to do extra job here. :). Some people said..."leave the company, they don't appreciate you..." ,"F*** off this job"..hahahaha...as for me...as long as my "rezeki" is here...I will remained here...
Love
Someone that i used to know finally became someone husband. Its glad to see he's found the happiness. To be honest, I'm quite sad when he is married but i guess there must a reason why Allah put me this way.
I got to know someone. But somehow, I don't feel he appreciate me at all. And I'm thinking to let him go. In order for the relationship to work, it need two person to tango. You can't tango with only 1 person. This is what i feel now. Now its been a week, we didn't communicate each other. Everytime, I'm the only person who start the conversation.
Finally i come to realize, this will not work. I have to do something. I guess, I'm going to be single again..hahahaa.. Human's love is only temporary..but Allah's love is remained forever...
Master Degree (Sheffield? UQ? QUT?)
I'm still in dilemma where to choose as for now, my heart is still choose Sheffield.
Well....i need to sort out the financial assistance first. I already submitted commonwealth sponsorship to JPA for master in UK. Let's hope and pray for the best.
Insya Allah...
Cheers,
NSZ
