Expected the unexpected

Dear Readers,

Its been awhile i didn't update my blog. So many things happening to me recently. I don't know what should i classified. Happy? Sad? Excited?

Life
Alhamdulillah, its getting better day by day. I feel so much love surround me. Life without challenge will be dull i guess. Challenge makes you feel stronger and Allah will not giving the test if he know we not able to handle it.

I lost my team member couple months ago which i consider as system expert. He moving to better place which can give him work satisfaction and good salary package.. Good luck to him. So, i need to do extra job here. :). Some people said..."leave the company, they don't appreciate you..." ,"F*** off this job"..hahahaha...as for me...as long as my "rezeki" is here...I will remained here...

Love
Someone that i used to know finally became someone husband. Its glad to see he's found the happiness. To be honest, I'm quite sad when he is married but i guess there must a reason why Allah put me this way.

I got to know someone. But somehow, I don't feel he appreciate me at all. And I'm thinking to let him go. In order for the relationship to work, it need two person to tango. You can't tango with only 1 person. This is what i feel now. Now its been a week, we didn't communicate each other. Everytime, I'm the only person who start the conversation.

Finally i come to realize, this will not work. I have to do something. I guess, I'm going to be single again..hahahaa.. Human's love is only temporary..but Allah's love is remained forever...

Master Degree (Sheffield? UQ? QUT?)

For my master degree journey, i'm still on my way. Recently, I've applied 2 universities in Australia (University of Queensland and QUT). Both university have the subject that capturing my interest. 
I'm still in dilemma where to choose as for now, my heart is still choose Sheffield. 

Well....i need to sort out the financial assistance first. I already submitted commonwealth sponsorship to JPA for master in UK. Let's hope and pray for the best.

Insya Allah...

Cheers,
NSZ

As expected

Salam Ramadan to all readers,

Now we are in last 10 days of Ramadan. How you all feels? Too fast right? what have you achieved?

As for me, i still looking for an answer. 

I meet wrong people recently which makes me think about what actually i'm looking for. Btw, Allah is great that he showing me the true color of that person. I was so grateful. Experiences makes us more matured and be rational in what decision that we made.

Having good support from friend makes me realize, life is not about enjoying but it should be more than that.

well, I'm having very bad experience in my life and i will never ever forget about it. Because of this incident, ill be more and extra careful especially with GUY.

See you next post.

Cheers,
NSZ
20th Ramadan 1436H

Smile is sunnah

Dear reader,

For whatever happens its always comes with reason behind it.

Because of that, i need to be strong and make my life more meaningful instead of living in miserable way..

Cheers,
NSZ

New beginning?

Dear Reader,

Salam Nifsu Syaaban

Have you ever feel "if i could turn back time....."? 

Yesterday i was feeling that way. But now, i feel better. Everything that happen for reason. Allah know what is the best for me.As one of my good friend say "End is the beginning of new chapter". 

Thank you for the lesson...thank you for everything.....i feel blessed.. :)

Cheers,

NSZ

15 Syaaban 1436

Its Over....Goodbye my friend

Life is too short to be wasted. 

I realized and learnt one thing when befriended with him.. be confidence with what you do... don't easily say sorry for the things that you didn't do and don't easily put all the blame to yourself..

Thank you khaled Abdulrahman Ali for teaching me this lesson..I will remembered and treasure it this till i die.

And because of you i now have my own short term objective.....which i really hope i can accomplish before Eidulfitr.

Expectation

Assalamualaikum,

"Don't expect too much"

That sentence dedicated to myself. Less expectation, less hurt i will get. Life is about gambling. People come...people go....sometimes the wrong person just stop by in your life just to give you a lesson.We don't meet people by accident. They are meant to cross our path for a reason.

"When a girl gives up, it's not because she doesn't love you.But because she's tired of getting hurt and feels like you'll never care"

"Human's love is only temporary. Allah's love is forever"

Cheers,
NSZ

Life isn't what we expected to be

Hi...happy sunday..

Life can be unpredictable.. sometime you in top level and sometimes you be at the lowest level.

When you have everything..people will come and cherish you..but when you lose everything...no one is there to offer you hand.

Yesterday, i was shocked with 1 news which i should expect at the beginning.. bad situation can force people to be different person . And the worst part is..making the wrong decision. I'm not the one who can judge people based what he/she is wrong. But i can express my opinion to them...

For me, people deserved 2nd chance and as good friend, pray for them that Allah will showering him/her with hidayah. Allah will give his hidayah to anyone he wants even though for disbeliever.

Life experiences teach me how to be more stronger than before. Meeting wrong person..being hurt by that person..its teach me a good lesson..there is no other love that everlasting other than Allah's love.

"Syurga Allah itu mahal"

Cheers,

NSZ