Expected the unexpected

Dear Readers,

Its been awhile i didn't update my blog. So many things happening to me recently. I don't know what should i classified. Happy? Sad? Excited?

Life
Alhamdulillah, its getting better day by day. I feel so much love surround me. Life without challenge will be dull i guess. Challenge makes you feel stronger and Allah will not giving the test if he know we not able to handle it.

I lost my team member couple months ago which i consider as system expert. He moving to better place which can give him work satisfaction and good salary package.. Good luck to him. So, i need to do extra job here. :). Some people said..."leave the company, they don't appreciate you..." ,"F*** off this job"..hahahaha...as for me...as long as my "rezeki" is here...I will remained here...

Love
Someone that i used to know finally became someone husband. Its glad to see he's found the happiness. To be honest, I'm quite sad when he is married but i guess there must a reason why Allah put me this way.

I got to know someone. But somehow, I don't feel he appreciate me at all. And I'm thinking to let him go. In order for the relationship to work, it need two person to tango. You can't tango with only 1 person. This is what i feel now. Now its been a week, we didn't communicate each other. Everytime, I'm the only person who start the conversation.

Finally i come to realize, this will not work. I have to do something. I guess, I'm going to be single again..hahahaa.. Human's love is only temporary..but Allah's love is remained forever...

Master Degree (Sheffield? UQ? QUT?)

For my master degree journey, i'm still on my way. Recently, I've applied 2 universities in Australia (University of Queensland and QUT). Both university have the subject that capturing my interest. 
I'm still in dilemma where to choose as for now, my heart is still choose Sheffield. 

Well....i need to sort out the financial assistance first. I already submitted commonwealth sponsorship to JPA for master in UK. Let's hope and pray for the best.

Insya Allah...

Cheers,
NSZ

Journey to Sheffield University Part 3

Dear Reader,

Now its for me to update my journey to this university.

I just got to know that MARA will be open the application as soon as. so guys, please be alert ok?

I will keep this blog updated from time to time.


Allah, I need this chance to move on.

"Kun Fa ya kun"

Cheers,
NSZ

Journey to Sheffield University Part 2

Salam Jumaah,

I'm back again...

Not much progress i made to pursue this dream. Yesterday, i got shocked with multiple news regarding IELTS, UK Visa and financial assistance.

Let me start with IELTS. I got to know from my fb friend that there are 2 types of IELTS available for this year. IELTS for academic and IELTS UKVI. IELTS UKVI cost me double of IELTS for academic. I do check with the university which kind of IELTS that they required. As expected, they need IELTS for academic. I asked again, is it can be used for visa application? i got no answer yet from them and will update soon once i got feedback from them. If it required both, then i should let this dream go as for now due to financial issue.

Now about UK Visa, i heard this year would be a bit strict for UK border to issue visa. I might not have an issue to got the visa. But, the price is increasing to RM1800. Again..its financial issue here.

Regarding financial assistance, there are a few rumors said MARA wont be offering any education loan for this year. Thea announcement will be made somewhere in June. I still putting hope that this is not true. If this is true, again i shall let it go and aim for next year.

Worst come to worst, i shall deffer my admission to Sheffield university for next year intake. But, i need to check either is this acceptable or not. If university didn't allowed it, i have to re-apply again next year. 

Ya Allah, i need what is the best for me. If this is the best for me, i accept it with open heart coz i know there is "hikmah" behind this.

"Allah...guide me all the way to your Jannah"

Cheers,

NSZ

Journey to Sheffield University - Part 1

Assalamualaikum...Annyonghaseyo....Ahlan Wasahlan

I'm back after a few months abandoning my beautiful blog.

There are too many things happening in my life recently. A bitter and sweet experiences. All of them mixed and teach me how to be a strong lady.

Despite the bad things that happen to me, there is a light that appear in the middle of darkness.

I got an offer to pursue my master degree at The University of Sheffield. Oh Allah, i feel so grateful for having this chance.

I got the opportunity to continue Master of Science, Software System and Internet Technology

My next step is to undergo IELTS test as soon as possible so that i can move it to the next level. i'm hoping MARA will open application soon

Oh Allah, help me to ease my way. This is what i want and i want to make my family proud of me.

Enough for now. I will keep updating my progress in this next post.. :)

"You may not be perfect in many things, but many things cannot be perfect without you..stay special in your own little ways"

cheers,
NSZ