tekanan....mentally exhausted..emotional disturbance

i don't what should i feel now....sedih? kecewa? stress? rasanyer semua tu dah bergabung dan menjadi satu perasaan yang amat menyakitkan....

i don't know how long i can survive with this kind of feeling...nk share with somebody pun....i don't think its works...better i expressed my dissapointment thru this blog..

well....nothing i can share here.....saje-saje je nak mengupdate blog ni....at least i wrote something rather than leave it "bersawang".....

Facebook is connecting people

clock shows 3 minutes to 12 am...but i think, by the time i finish writing this post dah masuk pukul 12 am pun

i'm so happy today..nk tau kenapa?? fb is helping me to find my old2 fren...

this fren i can consider as good friend...(Chinguu..ok..bukan namja chinggu)

i manage to chat with him on facebook...but since fb punya chat connection is quite sux, am asking him whether he has ym id...thank god..i'm lucky enough...and now he is in my friend list...

dah lama jugak la tak berbual ngan dia...i guess since i left iic kot...lama kan....he still like before...tapi bila tau kisah hidup dia...quite sedih....dan dikala itu, i feel....i should be greatful with what i have...as people said..."kalo kita ingat diri kita malang, ada lagi org yang lebih malang dari kita kat luar sana..."

byk jugak la kiteorg sembang..sampai dah lupa aper yg we both chatting...

emm..tu je nak tulis hari ni.....actually sesaje je nk share with the viewers..walaupun dah tau berapa kerat je yg baca my blog pun..kekek

ok..see u next post..

p/s: i'm impressed with boyfriend of my sister friend voice...his voice superb especially when he sang korean song ; without words(muldo obshi) by Jang Geun Suk... almost the same....

my new love

kekkee......recently, i already fall in love with this band....FT Island and CN Blue..

their song...superb.....especially Lee hong gi voice and jonghwa voice....

lee hong gi aka jeremy the red pant

jonghwa the leader of CN Blue

Cuti-Cuti Langkawi

hi langkawi....i'm back after a year.....

kali ni ngan kekwn lain lak......and this time is superb......and i really enjoy my vacation this time..
kami menaiki flight AK 5326 yang berlepas dari LCCT pada pukul 2.05 pm.

sebaik tiba di langkawi, aper lagi....cari keta sewa la....tapi itu telah diuruskan sebelum bertolak ke sana... i and my frens renting toyota vios..kaler putih tuh KV 7855 C...best gak la....bermula la aktiviti kami di langkawi...

nk tgk gambar?? of course the picture will be put here....

Eagle feeding....Ana excited giler tgk burung helang ni

we arrive pulau beras basah.....the scenary...superb....the ocean...so clear...but...kiteorg tak mandi-manda pun sebab SO...SO..HOT

scene from inside cable car...den tak naik dah...sebab dah naik sebelum ni...(alasan utk mengelak)

muka-muka ayu yang sedang menahan kepanasan

me and my officemate and housemate

scenery of pregnant maiden lake..don't u see a pregnant lady sleeping??

Langkawi part 1 berakhir disini....i will try to upload as many as picture i can....i think, it enough from now....since there a lot of thing need to update in this blog.....

see u in next post

Me at 3QE Equestrian Center

well...bertemu lagi aku di kuang....
this year become the second time EPSB using my system...
alot of things need to do...and improve...

sekarang ni tengah dressage competition...petang kang baru yg best punya..showjumping....semlm qabil dapat no 2....

here some pictures at 3QE Equestrian Center

Scenery from inside Pavillion

Pemandangan dari belakang Pavillion

Tasik yang sentiasa tidak menghampakan pemancing ikan

Crew-crew yang bertungkus lumus...kak azizah dgn muka yg stress dan ana yang sentiasa tersenyum

Epsb Crew

Rider from MAFEC

more picture will be upload late.....

Element- Bukan Orang Suci

Element

Bukan Orang Suci

Mestinya kau mengerti
Saat pertama kali
Kala kau peluk diriku
Jangan pernah biarkan
Diri terhanyut nafsu
Aku bukan orang suci

Bukalah matamu
Berpaling dari diriku
Benamkan semua mimpi-mimpimu
Jujur pada hati
Masih banyak cinta menanti
Jangan kau harapkan aku

( 1 )
Lupakan semua rayu
Jangan kagumi aku
Karna ku tak cinta kamu
Mohon kau tinggalkan aku
Tak usah kau harap lagi
Karna cinta untuk mu palsu

( 2 )
Lalala lala lalala lala
Lalala lala lalala lala

Usah lagi sesali
Anggap tak pernah terjadi
Saat kau lepas diriku
Pernahkah kau sadari
Aku tak pernah berjanji
Untuk setia padamu

( 3 )
Bukalah matamu
Berpaling dari diriku
Benamkan semua mimpi-mimpimu
Jujurlah pada hati
Masih banyak cinta menanti
Jangan kau harapkan aku

Boys Over Flowers is over...

sedihnyer BOF almost finished kat KBS World..next week will be the last episode..huhuh
padahal dah ada sume episode pun....

best aaa....cite tuh....

here the picture dari cite tuh...

Goo Jun Pyo, Yoon Ji Hoo, So Yi jeung and Soo Wo

Yi jeung and Gaeul

Geum Jandi and Goo Jun Pyo

A new day has comes...

some people said, living in KL, u have to be hypocrite...but i disagree with "that" statement. i was born and grown as KLian... memang betul la...KL tu penuh ngan tipu daya..tapi disebalik tipu daya tu...masih ada terselit kemanusiaan dan keprihatinan...(so..stop judging KLian is the BAD people)

last fews day, i was really deeply in stress...tapi once i back to my hometown..tengok wajah mak abah, rasa mcm separuh dari stress tu hilang...

dugaan yang i get from Allah...sangat sakit..terkadang tak tertahan....sometimes i feel that..i want to give up....tapi i berpegang pada satu "Allah takkan beri sesuatu ujian kalo dia tahu hambanya tak mampu menanggung nya"....disebabkan kata-kata itu, i manage to bertahan dari hari ke hari...dari minggu ke minggu...dari bulan ke bulan dan dari tahun ke tahun....

hari ni merupakan hari yg paling menakutkan dlm hidup i dan it will totally make mylife change...wanna know what is the changes that happen??just wait ya....huhuhuh....bikin suspen sikit...

I'm Back

its been a long time i abandon my lovely blog....

now its time to get updated...

almost setahun i've been work at this company...banyak suka dan duka...ada best..ada tak best...
tapi, yang tak best lebih banyak dari best la...huhuhuh...

dlm tempoh setahun ni dah banyak mematangkan i as human being....byk kekurangan yg i can discover.....

well....as most people said.."No body perfect"..huhuh(tetiba teringat kat lagu wonder girl..no body..no body..but u...)

cakap pasal korean, lately i followed one of the most famous korean soap opera; Boy Over Flowers... what can i said, thumbs up for the producer n the casts... i love the character played by kim hyun joong and kim beom...so caring and so lovely..huhuh...

susah oo..nak cari org malaysia yg mcm tuh..bukan kata tak der..tapi SUSAH....
cakap pasal jodoh, emm....macam mana ek kalo jodoh ngan org yg bukan melayu dan bukan org malaysia?? rasa2 ada problem tak?? takut la pulak...

by the way, kepada kekwn..doa2kan la kebahagian ku ek...insya allah..kalo dah sampai seru tu...sampai la kad kat umah korang ek...

i nak share this MV...from SS5001 - because i'm stupid...

Twilight..the movie

the twilight

well...first of all..i already fell in love with this movie... now i seaching for the books....lucky i found one....that's the ending of the story...

the plot started when isabelle swan moving to the small town name forks... once she arrive there...her journey as "vampire lover" started....she fell in love with the most mysteriuos and caring guy; Edward Cullen....the vampire....

here the name of the books of twilight

first book : twilight

second : new moon

third : eclipse

final : breaking dawn - the once i owned...hehehe....